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Stop Re-Traumatizing the Victim of Narc...
Well meaning people may do more harm then good when they try to support the narcissistic abuse victim. It's im...
00:29:34
May 15, 2023
Interview Phoenix Gould: They Change Us...
After the narcissist, we are different. How does their brain work, and how does it change us? For more with guest,...
01:05:16
May 10, 2023
Collateral Damage
There are casualties in a relationship with a person with NPD. Everyone goes down, and the narcissist rides into t...
00:47:43
May 05, 2023
The Dark Passenger that Inhabits the Na...
My assertion is that all narcissists and psychopaths are walking invitations for dark forces to inhabit them. I be...
00:49:30
May 01, 2023
INTERVIEW Betty Jo Greenlee Discusses S...
This is the last episode of season 7. After a brief hiatus, season 8 will bring more episodes to enlighten and edu...
01:00:13
April 23, 2023
INTERVIEW Dr. Praveena Rajendra on PARE...
Today's guest speaks about parental narcissism, the shame and blame , and ways to move beyond the abuse. Dr. P...
01:00:07
April 17, 2023
The Power of Imagery to Heal Trauma
Imagery is another tool for your toolbox that works wonders for many who are suffering from the aftermath of narci...
00:28:03
April 08, 2023
How to Prepare for What's to Come While...
Tough times are here and you may be recovering from a relationship with a narcissist. Double whammy!x! So how do y...
00:13:32
March 27, 2023
Tit's Up
When the going gets tough, the tough put their tits up. It's all about being resilient and plucky. --- Send in ...
00:35:23
March 14, 2023
Mental illness is contagious
Narcissist, another Cluster Beach, Disordered Center, visuals in fact, their partners, in a way that makes them si...
00:50:01
March 12, 2023
Time is Marked by Memories, but Not for...
Continuous memory is an essential to emotional empathy, compassion, and reflection. Cluster B disordered people wh...
00:40:50
March 06, 2023
The Narcissist's Role in the Great Awak...
I begin with 3 perspectives about what the narcissist is ranging back into the past 1902-1907. There was an awaren...
00:39:49
March 01, 2023
The Cluster B Disordered Lack a Constel...
Jung described a constellated self where the individual is ordered and everything works in taddem with everything ...
00:41:15
February 20, 2023
Shift Happens
Recovery from a relationship with a person within PDA is a complex and layered experience. You spend a vast amount...
00:15:47
February 05, 2023
Non-Fungible People
The narcissist and psychopath use people because they are not real and human and unique- they are all just objects...
00:16:01
February 04, 2023
I Will Follow You Into the Dark
Remember that Death Cab for Cutie song from 20 years ago? Well, my darkness is encroaching blindness which might f...
00:27:38
January 29, 2023
The Death of Intimacy- The New Era of N...
The world has changed over the past 10+ years. We have lost our souls in exchange for searching for things that "s...
00:25:52
January 21, 2023
You Can't Kill 'Em if They're Already D...
Dreams of vengeance, justice, karma? Obsession with getting even, balancing the scales, teaching them a lesson? Re...
00:36:57
January 15, 2023
Limerence and Loneliness
Limerence, experienced by both the narcissist and their partner, is not love and may not even be prerequisite for ...
00:19:42
January 06, 2023
Wisdom from the Experts About Narcissis...
Three categories are discussed: 1. The professionals, researchers, medical and mental health community 2. The narc...
00:25:42
December 26, 2022
Recipe for a Narcissist- Half Baked or ...
What makes a person deelop narcissistic personality disorder? We all have a healthy dose of narcissism, but how is...
00:25:03
December 12, 2022
Some Of Us Only Crave the Crazy
For most of my life, I have been a narcoholic. I am someone who chose a disordered, malignant, pathological narcis...
00:29:46
December 05, 2022
The Borderline and the Narcissist
The relationship with the borderline and narcissist is powerful. By themselves, they are a tornado. Together, they...
00:29:34
November 28, 2022
The Narcopath is EVERYTHING You Can Ima...
The narcissist plays many roles in a relationship. Each one is so very real and convincing that it cannot be detec...
00:20:00
November 20, 2022
How to Survive the Holidays Live Webina...
For those who missed it, this is the part of the webinar where tips are offered to manage stress, anxiety, and dep...
00:54:01
November 06, 2022
TITS UP !
This colloquial phrase has two meanings, and we are going to take a look at both. Maybe it's is exactly what we ne...
00:13:51
November 02, 2022
A Silly Playful Spin on the Trending N...
I practice an accent as I warn about the dangers of too much talk about narcissists and too much trust in the misi...
00:28:42
October 30, 2022
Deception and Delusion
An audio version of a video I made for Riverside.  --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify...
00:19:00
October 30, 2022
The Shame and Blame Game
The narcissist is famous for blame-shifting and projecting his own issues onto others. They will never take accoun...
00:27:23
October 19, 2022
I Danced with the Devil
Evil is an absence of God. That is all I know of heaven and hell. My husband was not the devil, but the absence of...
00:27:27
October 15, 2022
High School Teens Discuss Abuse
Today, I sit down with several 14 and 15-year-old girls who ask the question: What event has changed your life? Th...
00:16:48
October 15, 2022
HOLLOW
The Cluster B disordered person is hollow, and if you stay too long, they will scoop out all of your being and you...
00:28:23
October 12, 2022
The Narcissist, the Codependent, and th...
The Narcissist, the Codependent, and the Empath walk into a bar.... Yeah, no, but really. Why do they gravitate to...
00:29:39
October 05, 2022
Are We Animals?
Let's ponder what makes us human and what makes an animal an animal and where the narcissist fits in this bigger p...
00:13:49
September 27, 2022
The Narcissistic Sociopath
Experts agree that many narcissists share common features with other types of personality disorders, especially Cl...
00:21:16
September 23, 2022
Happy Donut
Today, we talk about different kinds of vision. The way we see things. The way the world looks through the eyes of...
00:11:45
September 15, 2022
INTERVIEW with ROBERT TORBAY 2nd Sessio...
This episode comes with a disclaimner and trigger alert that the content, approach, and l;anguage may be too poten...
00:36:05
September 10, 2022
A Promise of Forever
They will promise you the moon covered in chocolate and dipped in gold, but it is fiction. Even if they belive the...
00:12:04
September 04, 2022
Exclusive Guest: ROBERT TORBAY (Quora)
Robert Torbay has attained the esteemed position as a leading expert of Cluster B disorders on the Quora platform....
00:58:05
August 11, 2022
Why is the Covert Narcissist So Dangero...
The covert narcissist is deadly. They are impulsive, remorseless, reckless, and devoid of emathay or mercy. Imagin...
00:47:51
August 05, 2022
The Narcissist is a Harbinger of Doom
You must know, that although a covert pathological narcissist is the pinnacle of sweetness and charm, he (she) is ...
00:29:48
July 28, 2022
Interview: Survivor Myla Morningstar
 Conversation with Myla Morningstar about narcissistic abuse. Essential, illuminating discussion that will he...
01:04:12
July 21, 2022
Deception and Delusion: The Narcissist ...
The person with NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) will use deception and delusion to deceive both the people...
00:30:04
July 19, 2022
Survivors of Narcissistic Abuse are Bat...
The world as we know it is changing. The fabric of societies is unraveling at an alarming pace. But we, the victim...
00:15:38
July 08, 2022
The Broken Brain of the Narcissist
The person with NPD has a brain that is so damaged and dysregulated that he/she cannot function like a neurotypica...
00:27:50
July 05, 2022
Psychic Orgasms with the Demonic Divine
There is more to recovery from narcissistic mindf*ck than traditional psychology or psychiatry can offer. There is...
00:39:07
June 30, 2022
Recovering from Narcissistic Trauma Whi...
There are so many things happening in the world today that need our attention. Being focused on the narcissist who...
00:41:32
June 26, 2022
Why I Can't Leave You Behind
A letter to my x-husband on the three-year anniversary of "the discard." --- Send in a voice message: https://p...
00:19:09
June 22, 2022
When Traditional Therapy Intersects wit...
One size fits all generic intervention at a time when your world has been blasted to smithereens is simply not goi...
00:34:36
June 13, 2022
Voices in My Head: The Narcissistic Int...
Long after the narcissist has gone away and reinvented a new persona with someone else, the victim suffers from "i...
00:29:48
June 11, 2022
The Tears of Benjamin: Why Prayers for ...
I am moving cross country this week, wrapping up a school week, and addressing numerous other challenges, but I wa...
00:30:49
May 31, 2022
The Voices in My Head
When the narcissist is gone, they leave behind a horrible legacy. They implant three voices in your head that rend...
00:29:54
May 19, 2022
When the Predator Plays the Victim
The narcissist must always be hero or victim. The covert narcissist loves their pity pot and sits on it much of th...
00:14:09
May 13, 2022
The Tears of Benjamin
St. Augustine was saved by his mother Monica who wept for him as she petitioned God. In my marriage, we both wept ...
00:47:09
May 09, 2022
Before the Narcissist
In the time after the relationship with a person with NPD, the key to a full recovery and restoration of your agen...
00:19:39
April 27, 2022
Addicted to a Narcissist?
The end of a relationship with a narcissist is in no way a regular, typical experience. It involves the whole body...
00:47:50
April 16, 2022
How Dorothy Got Played by the TinMan
Let's have a little quirky fun that might be amusing. What movie most resembles your life? For me, it's the Wizard...
00:20:40
April 07, 2022
IDGAF & No Contact
These two tactics go together like chicken and biscuits. You can't successfully have one without the other. The go...
00:22:45
March 29, 2022
Mental Illness: Family Origins & the Na...
What makes people mentally ill? Are they born that way? Created by trauma? Part of family dysfunction?  It is...
00:26:47
March 24, 2022
The Narcissist Wants You Dead!
Today's podcast runs a little long but is a deep dive into the reasons behind the narcissist partner wanting you d...
00:40:21
March 14, 2022
Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness: "p...
Following narcissistic abuse, it is common for the discarded partner to feel in a Normas sense of loss and despair...
00:17:11
March 08, 2022
12 Steps to Sobriety After Addiction to...
If you are coming out of a relationship with a narcissist, you are NOT okay. In fact, you are probably in worse sh...
00:30:06
March 02, 2022
Why We Disintegrate After the Narcissis...
Why are we so destroyed after a relationship with a narcissist? There are many, many reasons, but today, we will l...
00:45:35
February 21, 2022
New World New Normal
Welcome to Season 5! The world is in trouble. How do narcissism, sociopathy, and psychopathy inform the new crise...
00:37:17
February 07, 2022
Neurodivergent or Neurotypical?
In efforts to create a new, gentler language that reflects rehabbed ideas about inclusivity, we take a look at wha...
00:24:03
January 30, 2022
What RATS Teach Us About Narcissists
Our furry little rodent friends teach us quite a bit about narcissists. Let's scurry on over to a comfy spot with ...
00:30:00
January 20, 2022
It's Time to be a Trooper & Soldier On ...
The Covid virus has quite a bit in common with your narcissist. They are both potentially deadly, difficult to acc...
00:25:10
January 13, 2022
They Won't Believe You
Let's begin with contact info. 1. narctroopers.com 2. Narc2Thrive@gmail.com Today, we talk about how little the wo...
00:32:53
January 05, 2022
The Death of Morality & Why the Ethical...
The moral fabric of our world has not simply been torn, it has been ripped to shreds and turned into party confett...
00:52:16
December 29, 2021
A Cautionary Tale: Sloppy Tacos, Vintag...
2021 is rapidly ending and with it a tough and scary year. But as 2022 opens up and things look increasingly uncer...
00:45:27
December 20, 2021
Spiderman: The Narcissist is a Predator...
Narcissists are predators in every sense of the word, and while there are many types of predators out there, the o...
00:27:11
December 15, 2021
Memory & the Narcissist: They Don't Rem...
People with NPD are history revisionists. They rewrite the past to fit their narrative and completely erase you as...
00:37:53
December 05, 2021
Closure: The Gift the Narcissist Never ...
Following the relationship with a person with MPD, a feeling of closure is some thing that everyone wants but a fe...
00:29:11
November 27, 2021
Narcissist Brain Snatchers
New brain science and neurobiology have found revolutionary conclusions about what happens to the victim of narcis...
00:26:31
November 23, 2021
Why We Stayed
People will not understand why you stayed. But it is not what they think. There are so many complex reasons we sta...
00:28:55
November 13, 2021
The Mortification of the Narcissist
The shocking reaction when people with NPD face the discrepancy between an ideal view of the self and a drasticall...
00:58:33
November 06, 2021
A Chilling True Story for Spooky Season
Life with a malignant narcissist is like being at a theme park: fun and excitement until the park closes. After da...
00:15:31
October 31, 2021
Not an Empty Vessel Just Waiting to be ...
Today's episode discusses the idea of needing someone else to complete you, validate you, take care of you. The tr...
00:27:54
October 27, 2021
The Things My Narcissist Taught Me
My narcopath husband was a teacher for nearly 10 years. In fact, we were both teachers and even taught in the same...
00:38:34
October 20, 2021
Architect of Annihilation or Impetus fo...
Some will say that people with NPD/ASPD are pure destruction. Others will say they are simply a catalyst for chang...
00:32:22
October 14, 2021
Fool!
The victim of a person with NPD or psychopathy is not a fool. They are a kind, trusting, hopeful soul who probably...
00:28:06
October 06, 2021
Polyvagal Theory for Trauma Recovery
This podcast explores polyvagal theory and ways to calm the parasympathetic nervous system which must be regulated...
00:24:47
September 27, 2021
The Narcissist is Peter Pan
“Stars are beautiful, but they may not take part in anything, they must just look on forever.” ...
00:25:40
September 15, 2021
12 Reality Checks for People in Recover...
Recovery is a long road back, but remembering the 12 rules of reality will help you on your way. Pos them, listen ...
00:23:37
September 07, 2021
The Scrambled Brain of the Narcissist
Narcissistic Personality Disorder is a trauma induced neurobiological, physiological brain disorder that impairs t...
00:30:08
September 07, 2021
The Two Stages of Recovery Following Na...
Join me for an in-depth look at the two stages of recovery following a relationship with a narcissist, sociopath, ...
01:00:15
September 07, 2021
Searching for Solace in the Winter of M...
Recovery is tough enough, but when you are older, it is oh so much harder. But don't despair! We can get through t...
00:29:39
August 23, 2021
Never Have I Ever!
So many things about people with NPD are absolutely unbelievable! Never have I ever seen anything like it. Come al...
00:19:36
July 30, 2021
Madness, Magic, and Monsters - The Narc...
The person with NPD, ASPD, and psychopathy is a walking contradiction, shape-shifter, chameleon. He/she is part ir...
00:30:01
July 20, 2021
The Narcissist Parentifies Their Partne...
If you are the partner of a person with NPD, you most likely serve as their proxy parent, allow them to recreate c...
00:52:16
July 10, 2021
Splitting, Dissociation, Confabulation,...
Do you want to truly understand what goes on in the mind of a dysregulated, maladapted, personality disordered mal...
00:30:15
July 02, 2021
NoFux Given
After two years of trying to disconnect from my narcissistic psychopath, and after much research and testimonials ...
00:24:05
June 22, 2021
Interview with Sandy: Warrior Against M...
Join us as we interview Sandy from Virginia, as we discuss the use of porn and the culture of misogyny that exist ...
00:42:32
June 16, 2021
And a Narcissist Shall Lead Them
This episode is a deep dive into the social ramifications of the growing legions of people with narcissistic perso...
00:48:23
June 11, 2021
Slam, Bam, F*ck You, Maam
We live in a world that is rapidly shifting. It’s as if we are trying to give birth to some thing and experienci...
00:29:31
June 06, 2021
Epigenetics, Imprinting, & Generational...
Did you know that trauma can change your cell structure at the DNA level? Did you know that babies can be programm...
00:36:23
June 02, 2021
To My Replacement
There are indisputable, absolute truths about narcissists and psychopaths and the inevitable outcome of relationsh...
00:50:44
May 26, 2021
Stuck in the Badlands
A break up following a regular typical relationship may take anywhere from a few months two a year or longer. But ...
00:36:36
May 20, 2021
The Red Ant Hill
The recovery from Narcissistic and Psychopath abuse can be an arduous journey to say the least. I stepped into an ...
00:22:47
May 14, 2021
How to Raise a Narcissist
10 tips on how NOT to raise a narcissist. But first, a look at a decaying culture of decadence and ego that contri...
00:50:58
May 06, 2021
The Sky Really is Falling-Recovering fr...
The wisdom of Henny Penny seems to fit these days. The sky really is falling and is tumbling down all around us. A...
00:18:56
April 30, 2021
Unpacking Personality Disorders: The Ma...
There are three categories of personality disorders on the DSM chart of mental disorders. Named Cluster A, B, and ...
00:30:03
April 23, 2021
The Center Will Not Hold- If You Want t...
Following abuse from a disordered individual like a narcissist or psychopath, there comes a tipping point where ev...
00:30:08
April 16, 2021
Narcissist or Psychopath?
While there are distinguishing features that separate the narcissist from the psychopath, there are many overlappi...
00:45:08
April 07, 2021
Interview with Survivor Tina
As Survivor Tina came to terms with narcissism and realized the abuse she was enduring, she was finally able to le...
00:33:27
April 04, 2021
Love Song for a Sea Slug
Today, we have a little fun with the comparison of a sea creature who can amputate parts of their own body and re-...
00:35:29
March 28, 2021
NAKED
The condition of being naked is a powerful and complex idea. Metaphorically it can mean a sense of vulnerability o...
00:30:55
March 25, 2021
Forgive Them for They Know Not What The...
Forgiveness is a tricky thing. It is complicated, and for a time, it may be completely out of reach. Can we hold p...
00:39:38
March 16, 2021
When the Sweetness is Poison
What happens when sweetness turns out to be poison? Sweetness is a highly valued quality in our world, and the nar...
00:30:14
March 06, 2021
Drowning in an Inch of Water: Learned H...
Learned helplessness paralyzes recovery after abuse from a Cluster B partner. It is a dynamic that happens slowly ...
00:30:23
February 26, 2021
When Murder is Your Best Option
The narcissist psychopath is a murderer, and more importantly, they have already murdered themselves. The only way...
00:20:05
February 20, 2021
Sex and the Narcissistic Psychopath
The narcopath uses sex to get supply (fuel) and to control. They do not see you as a human being but as an object ...
00:29:32
February 06, 2021
When I am Alone, I Disappear
Childhood trauma can create a toxic script and faulty programming that follow that child forever. We tend to recon...
00:18:01
January 31, 2021
The Boggy Marshes and the Howling Wilde...
You have loved a narcissist or sociopath.  You have been discarded.  Annihilated. Cast aside. Jettisoned...
00:00:50
January 25, 2021
The Smirk, the Stare, the Sulk & the Si...
Disordered individuals with Cluster B disorders like narcissistic personality disorder (NPD), anti-social personal...
00:30:14
January 21, 2021
Friending My Inner Child
When recovering from narcissistic (or sociopathic/psychopathic) abuse, it is important at some point to turn away ...
00:28:13
January 15, 2021
Your Crucifixion is the Narcissist’s ...
Why are you must die for them. A partnership with a personality disordered narcissist always has an expiration dat...
00:25:33
December 28, 2020
All I Want for Christmas. . . The Three...
What are the three things that all narcissists )NPD) and sociopaths (ASPD) MUST have in order to survive? 1. Fuel ...
00:29:17
December 24, 2020
Feeding the Starving Child Within
When we understand the insatiable hunger within, we can achieve wholeness. When we befriend our inner child and no...
00:35:47
December 13, 2020
No Contact & Addiction with Teahna
There are many reasons why establishing a successful no contact regime following trauma from a relationship with a...
00:28:10
December 05, 2020
Healing the Whole Person with Teahna
Teahna is my guest today as we discuss the different parts of the person that must heal after the trauma and grief...
00:35:44
December 03, 2020
They Always Wear a Mask
The narcopath always wears an elaborate and well-constructed mask, yet like Darth Vader, there is nothing with a s...
00:42:58
December 01, 2020
I Hate Everything About You!
Contempt is a primary feature in the narcissistic cycle of abuse. The disordered individual must demonize and shif...
00:22:25
November 18, 2020
It Ends with a BANG, Not a Whimper
This is how the world ends with a narcissistic sociopath. It comes out of nowhere. You don't know what hit you. An...
00:17:25
November 09, 2020
RAVAGED
Following abuse from a person with a personality disorder like the narcissist or sociopath, the abuse often contin...
00:29:19
October 26, 2020
Neurolinguistic Programming: A Popular ...
NLP is a type of clever conditioning often used by the personality disordered cadre of dysregulated individuals. ...
00:25:30
October 19, 2020
Sex Addiction is the Somatic Narcissist...
The somatic narcissist weaponizes his body, and sex addiction often manifests as comorbidity. It is a dangerous du...
00:30:00
October 05, 2020
If You’re Happy and You Know It
The Narcopath believes that if they are happy, the whole world should sing along. --- Send in a voice message: ...
00:30:05
September 25, 2020
Narcopath: False Self & False God
The narcopath manufactures a false self in order to survive unbearable trauma and abuse in their early years, and ...
00:30:22
September 21, 2020
I Left My Heart in San Francisco
I married a covert somatic mid-range narcissist and stayed with him for 16 years while the world burned down aroun...
00:27:11
September 11, 2020
Are You My Mother?
Narcissists unconsciously seek to heal the mother wound. The results are often tragic for everyone. --- Send in...
00:20:30
August 30, 2020
Disposable
Recovery following abuse by a personality disordered individual such as the narcissist or psychopath can be a long...
00:33:29
August 23, 2020
The Perfect Pandemic Partner
What if the perfect pandemic isn’t who you’re hoping for? What if it is someone you really need to get to know...
00:15:01
August 16, 2020
The Cruelest Cuts are the Deepest
People with personality disorders like the narcissist may seem too good to be true when they are feeding off of yo...
00:21:01
August 14, 2020
REBORN: The Choice to Live or Die After...
Following a relationship with a narcissist or psychopath, there is trauma that forces you to decide. You can allow...
00:27:05
August 07, 2020
The Jezebel Spirit & Demonic Influence ...
The narcissist is an empty vessel and must fill the emptiness with fuel from external sources. This moral deficien...
00:42:53
July 30, 2020
Guided Meditation : WHOLENESS & HEALING...
The traumatic relational experience that causes recovery from narcissistic abuse to be so difficult can be overcom...
00:30:22
July 26, 2020
Flippin' the Script with Rob Brown
Rob Brown is my guest today from the Lonestar Music Fest podcast series and flips the script by interviewing me. W...
00:17:38
July 26, 2020
The Gentleman Narcissist and the Blind ...
Some types of narcissists weaponize courtesy, charm, and charisma to achieve their single-minded goal of receiving...
00:23:52
July 18, 2020
Nihilism and Narcissism
Nihilists believe that life has no true meaning or purpose, there is no true moral imperative, and that God does n...
00:25:08
July 15, 2020
Guided GROUNDING Meditation-Elements & ...
Using the elements to ground yourself during times of stress, anxiety, or sadness has been a common practice that ...
00:25:05
July 14, 2020
Guided Healing Meditation- LOVE
Love is everything. When healing from trauma, PTSD, abandonment, addiction, insomnia, attachment issues, emotional...
00:30:24
July 10, 2020
Killing Me Softly
The "trauma brain" is dysregulated and a tremendous source of pain and despair following abuse from a Cluster B di...
00:19:55
July 06, 2020
TRiPpiN BaLLs & MAgiCaL ThiNkIng
Narcissists , sociopaths, and psychopaths often have co-morbidities such as addiction, and one of the most common ...
00:28:07
July 05, 2020
Guided Meditation for Healing Wounded I...
The first few 7-8 minutes offer an explanation on the benefits of meditation following emotional trauma and abuse,...
00:28:33
July 01, 2020
Lizard Brain and Monkey Madness
Understanding the brain is key to recovery following emotional and psychological trauma following a relationship w...
00:25:02
June 29, 2020
Through the Valley of the Shadow of Dea...
June 18th is the 1-year anniversary of the "discard'" when my ex-husband with narcissistic personality disorder ki...
00:18:00
June 18, 2020
Interview with ST Rappaport: Healing th...
ST Rappaport is Relationship Photographer, Creative Journal Expressive Arts Coach, founder of Genius Relationships...
00:28:06
June 12, 2020
3 Things That Will Kill You: COVID-19, ...
The world is a dangerous place. In the summer of 2020, there are several things that could actually kill you. The ...
00:27:56
June 10, 2020
The Seduction: A Glittery, Shimmering, ...
A mirage is not real, and neither is the narcissist. The 3 stages of narcissistic abuse are idealization, devaluat...
00:20:19
June 06, 2020
Interview with Survivor Thriver Shane f...
Interview with guest Shane from the land down under with the ocean at his doorstep and the infamous annual penguin...
00:27:02
June 02, 2020
It Was Never Real
People with narcissistic personality disorder create a false self and live in an illusion, an imaginary world fill...
00:22:32
May 29, 2020
Unpack the Trauma Stored in Your Body
Trauma is not just a mental or emotional phenomenon. It can be stored in the body over years, even decades. Unders...
00:18:15
May 25, 2020
The Art of Self-Mutilation After Trauma...
The road to recovery after a relationship ends with a narcissist or psychopath is filled with crazy ups and downs,...
00:29:11
May 22, 2020
In Sickness and Health: No! The Narciss...
People with personality disorders cannot take care of others when they become sick or injured or acquire a disabil...
00:42:32
May 18, 2020
Rising to Change: COVID-19 and the Narc...
We are witnessing an epic opportunity to let go of a toxic past and embrace a new reality that is healthier and ho...
00:27:45
May 08, 2020
Interview with Survivor Thriver Teahna-...
Teahna is a survivor of narcissistic abuse, an energy worker, and a healing facilitator. Coming to us originally f...
00:30:03
May 04, 2020
A Heapin' Helpin' of Dehumanizing Disca...
Being discarded by a partner with a personality disorder like narcissism or psychopathy is a degrading and humilia...
00:43:57
April 27, 2020
Interview with Survivor Stephanie-Heali...
Welcome, Stephanie from Austin, Texas. You may contact her at Cactus Bloom Healing Alternative & Holistic Heal...
00:29:54
April 25, 2020
Interview with Survivor Misty DV Advoca...
Misty is a survivor of domestic abuse and advocates for women who are victims of domestic violence. Doing outreach...
00:27:21
April 24, 2020
Lucifer Captured Him, Then Came After M...
The relationship between demonic influence and mentally disordered individuals has been a subject of exploration f...
00:17:46
April 19, 2020
Crossroads
My narcopath Ex-Husband and I share a bond that enables us to share energy and thoughts with over 1000 miles betwe...
00:19:43
April 13, 2020
"Would You Like a SMEAR on that Sh*t Sa...
The smear is the inevitable follow-up to the discard at the end of a relationship with a narcissist/sociopath/psyc...
00:27:04
April 06, 2020
Empath Supernova & Narcissist Black Hol...
The parallels between an empath and a supernova are undeniable. A comparison of the life of a star to that of an e...
00:13:16
April 01, 2020
When the World Ends -
We all have thought about this at one time or another. Who do we want beside us if the world were coming to an end...
00:18:09
March 31, 2020
Contagion! Narc Cooties
The nasty little buggers that linger after narcissistic abuse are deeply embedded in every nook and crannie, and i...
00:37:16
March 21, 2020
Prayer and Despair - Just Look Up
Regardless of the source of your pain whether it comes from a relationship with an abusive and dysregulated partne...
00:19:32
March 19, 2020
Love in the Time of COVID-19
While life-threatening events can bind people together, for those who are recently single and recovering from rela...
00:14:43
March 15, 2020
Trauma Bonding: The Tie the Breaks Us
An intimate look at my story and the trauma bonding that has kept me tethered to my covert narcissist ex-husband f...
00:21:07
March 03, 2020
What Doesn't Serve You Makes You a Bett...
People are so hung up om what serves them and so determined to get rid of anything that does not "serve them." Wha...
00:14:21
February 26, 2020
Wounding, Cold Fury, & Reimagining Life...
Narcissistic injury inevitably happens and results in cold fury experienced by the covert narcissist, but their fi...
00:23:32
February 23, 2020
The Pink Cloud Effect
I am a love junkie. And on the road to recovery, I am on the lookout for pink clouds that will impede my sobriety ...
00:19:22
February 22, 2020
Interview with Survivor Thriver Josh
What is it like to be raised by a father with a narcissistic personality disorder, and how can someone overcome ch...
00:22:24
February 18, 2020
Feast and Famine: A Fractured Fairy Tal...
You were famished, and I fed you. You grew strong, then you devoured me. --- Send in a voice message: https://p...
00:10:46
February 11, 2020
Where is My Mind? A Look Inside the Min...
Ever wonder what is going on inside the head of a narcissist or sociopath? The way their brain interacts with the ...
00:14:27
February 01, 2020
Healing Practices
I have provided 12 suggestions to help ypu heal from a narcassistic relationship. I hope you find something helpfu...
00:08:27
January 25, 2020
How to Not Die of a Broken Heart
After a relationship with a cluster B individual (narcopath- narcissist-sociopath), the road back to wholeness and...
00:32:55
January 25, 2020
Interview with Survivor Thriver Amy
Today we talk to Amy in Austin, Texas who shares her experience with divorce court and the aftermath following the...
00:25:03
January 21, 2020
It’s All in Your Head
Brain chemistry plays an enormous role in addiction, trauma bonding, and relationships with a person with narcissi...
00:25:12
January 17, 2020
New Decade-Old Issues: Intentions to Ma...
We made it to a new decade of hope and healing for ourselves and the planet. In the spirit of new beginnings, I sh...
00:13:33
January 13, 2020
Reality, check under the hood.
People mean well, but you just can't tell them the truth. Admitting the truth about a relationship with a NARC is ...
00:06:28
January 09, 2020
TARGET
This episode offers a tool for self healing brought to you by B.Emery. It is a tool that she developed on her heal...
00:04:06
January 09, 2020
The Unsent Letter
B. Emery shares a recovery technique that enables individuals recovering from abuse to lay their pain to rest. The...
00:07:43
January 07, 2020
From Victim to Survivor to Thriver: Und...
Recovering from narcissistic abuse is no easy task. It is important to move through the phases of healing so that ...
00:27:52
January 06, 2020
What I Learned About Trauma Recovery fr...
Help comes from the most unexpected places. In today's episode, we look at how mind mapping and other techniques c...
00:17:04
January 05, 2020
Gettin' Jiggy with It When You're Still...
At what point after a breakup do you try to move on with another partner? Will physical intimacy help you detach f...
00:13:50
January 04, 2020
Butter, Burn, and Blast
There are cyclical patterns in narcissistic abuse: ideation or love-bombing, devaluation, and discard. Without exc...
00:09:07
January 03, 2020
20 Affirmations for 2020
Welcome to 2020! My new year's gift to you is 20 affirmations to bring in a new decade of health and happiness. Li...
00:14:19
January 01, 2020
Welcome to N.A.R.C. - Narcissistic Abus...
Introduction to N.A.R.C. Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Collaborators.  P. Pesqueda and collaborator B. Emery wi...
00:02:41
December 31, 2019
The Covert Narcissist and How They Diff...
The covert narcissist is a unique individual who is not like a neuro-typical person nor are they like any other na...
00:18:43
December 31, 2019

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